My thoughts : )

A very good day to all the folks out there : ) It's been like 1 year and 2 months since my words last appeared in this blog. Time flies without coming into our senses or we didn't even realized. Throughout the whole year , I've met with tons of new people ; all sorts of people possessing different characteristic and personalities. Some of them will make them self as good comrades in our daily battlefield and clear through all the obstacles and overcome all the difficulties faced but some are just there to sabotage or even cursing u due to jealousy and envies. Some are there for u , believing in u , having faith in u. These people are actually good friends who volunteering offers u help despite it's just tiny little deed that not all people will really going to or even think about in appreciating them. But for me at least, it's been a great help for me. But life isn't fair and people are imperfect , some are there for u wickedly and reluctantly waiting the right timing to achieve their own ruthless and childish goals which are for their own good and advantages. Even worst , there are also people who ignore u , 'banish' u from their friends , taking u for granted after achieving what they are looking for. Some will even approaches u in trying to get friendly with u temporary when they sensed opportunities in u for themselves. But we just can't blame them , after all all humans possesses greed which consequently lead them to selfishness and do something which is beyond our expectations and limits.

Humans, however are funny, they are unpredictable and changed easily. Sometimes we thought we had seen and understood a person clearly and deeply, but in fact we are actually wrong, until they've done something which surprised and shocked us, we will never know the true hidden mysterious mind down in the soul of a person. I would said them funny because as humans, we rely on each other to survive and live on to our own to get better life no matter how much we spoke of independence or what sort ever. People often inter-used which other to gain their own advantages - People uses people, even realizing they are being used, some will just get it over convincing themselves using some reasons but some do not just sit and watch ; they plot and plan what they should do next and lead them to what they think is ideal for them.

True friends are as hard as finding a needle in a haystack nowadays : it's like being 2 out of 100 in this materialistic and realistic world where people are up for themselves. But this doesn't mean that finding a true friend is impossible. They might be far as they seem but it is actually as near as in our eye sight when we looked. Sometimes things can be seen differently with different point of views, u will see different things in different situation and analyze them in a different way if u see them with an open heart. Same goes with it when we are finding a true friend, if u accept them with an open pure heart, having some faith in them , u will eventually be receiving what u ought to get in the first place.

Well uhmm i think i will stop writing here first. There are more coming but i just can't express , no i mean write out all in one shot :-) Stay tuned for more folks Ciaoz, Peace!

P/S : To all readers , i know that what i wrote above is kinda stereoscopic :-p so bear with it ok. Will improve it once i blogged more hahaha k. NicholasLES Out!